Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Struggling

I want to start by wishing everyone a Happy Valentine's Day! I hope each and every one of you had a GREAT day full of love!

The last few days have proven to be full of struggles. I haven't caught up on blogs yet so I feel like I'm so far behind! WHY haven't I caught up on them? Well...lil Miss Kacey decided to share her cold with me and Kayleigh. Yep! I've got the sniffles, the stuffy nose that pours clear snot that can't be snuffed back up in my nose kinda cold. The sinus pressure has been enough to keep me in bed most of this past Sunday and some today. Kayleigh has been knocked off her feet with it and it's got her asthma flaring up. Yeah, just how I wanted to spend my Valentine's day...YUK! So please forgive me for not catching up on blogs.

So I'm sure you're asking yourself....why so much struggling? Well, there is something weighing heavy on my heart and so it's time I write about it. I've had a chance to let things fizzle a bit but the whole reason I started this blog was to vent my feelings and for me to have a place to go to write my thoughts. That hasn't changed! Just because I have more reader's doesn't mean I have to sit and be Little Miss Happy Sunshine all the time, right? So why do I feel that I can't come here and write anymore? UGH!

4 comments:

Shannon@ The New Normal Life said...

My dear friend, while I cant offer much in the way of advice I can offer you my prayers. Also I think having her pray about it was a good thing to do, even if she didnt feel a moving spirit during her prayer it gave her time to collect herself. I am so sorry she is dealing with this. I am praying for you!

Alexis of Justices Misbehaving Pancreas said...

First. Anyone who sends a negative comment direct em to MY blog.

Second: I hope the sick goes away and you all feel better!!

Third: Im inn tears. After over 10yrs of being estranged from my dad we finally have a relationship. Calling him "aba" (dad in hebrew) still feels weird. But our situation was a bit different. Once I wouldnt mind sharing but not on here.

I know what shes feeling. And youre doing amazing. If you need to talk or vent Im always here!

((((((HUGS))))))))

Meri said...

Her situation does sound so heartbreaking and difficult! But you are doing the right thing. You are there for her...you are supporting her...and we all are praying for you guys. ((HUGS))

Nikki of Our Diabetic Warrior said...

May you both look to the Lord for comfort. Prayer is powerful! You're doing a great job mom!